I don't even know how to start this, but here goes — this is my story. A simple woman whose heart went in an unexpected direction.
I'm Lara, 27, a public school teacher. Back then, I thought I knew what I wanted in life — especially in love. I wanted a serious man, one with goals, and the kind of leading man in romcoms. But all of that turned upside down… when Elian came along.
Elian is my co-teacher. He's happy, sweet, and always brings good vibes to the faculty. Aside from being super talented, he's also known as a proud member of the LGBTQ+ community. Yes, Elian is gay. Everyone knows it. I'm part of that.
At first, it was just a group. Coffee here, chat there, sometimes we went home together. But as time went on, I couldn't bear not seeing him every day. It was new... exciting.
Until I realized — I was in love.
But wait, I'm a woman.
And he? Gay.
I was confused. I tried to avoid it. But with every laugh and story we shared, the connection deepened. Until one night, while we were cleaning the classroom, I couldn't stop myself.
“Elian… I love you,” I whispered.
Quiet. He stared. And his answer, direct but with tenderness:
“Lara, I am not the man who can return your love the way you want.”
I was hurt, yes. But my respect for him prevailed. Because he was already whole. While I, that's when I understood the true meaning of love.
Now, we're happy as friends. And you know what? I don't regret it. Because I've learned that love isn't always about "us" or "happy endings." Sometimes, the truth is enough.
Ako si Lara. Babae ako. Nagmahal ako ng bading. At tinanggap ko 'yon nang buong puso.
