Best, I'll admit it—I used to be in love with my teacher. Yes, I know it's a MMK thing, but I promise, I didn't expect it either. I didn't mean to fall in love, but you know, it's like he just came along at a time when my life was in turmoil.
Sir Martin was our English teacher. He was young, handsome, and very kind. Always smiling, as if he always knew that you were the only one who didn't understand. He always called me to class, and I don't know why—he also always asked me if I was okay. That's where it all started.
Just started remedial classes. Just me, just him—perfect setting, right? He loves poetry, I love acting, so even though it might be boring to others, I get excited whenever we read Shakespeare's “Sonnet 18.” Once, he whispered to me, "Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?" He winked at me. Awesome, great, I was so excited!
One night, we were late for school. There was no one else around. He made me sit at his desk, and we just talked about life. He said, “If only this were a different time, maybe we could.” I said, “Why not now?” That’s when I realized, he was already married. But instead of backing down, I fell even more in love.
We don't see each other often. But whenever we talk, it's like there's no one else around. He's sweet, caring, but always has his limits. I never asked him if he loved me—the feeling that even though it's forbidden, it's true is enough. I know it's wrong, but in my heart, it feels good.
Now, that chapter is over. We didn't stay together, but I don't regret it either. Because sometimes, even if it's forbidden, there are loves that come along just to make you feel like you're capable of being loved, even if just for a moment.
