I never thought I would feel this way about my sister-in-law. Since childhood, she has been with me in our family life — a simple woman who is the wife of my older brother. I always looked at her as just another family member, until something slowly changed in my heart.
At first, I couldn't understand my feelings. Every time we talked or laughed, a strange thrill would come out of my chest. When I saw him smile, it was like my world stopped for a moment. I didn't know if it was just admiration or something more. But as time went on, my feelings grew deeper, and I couldn't hide them anymore.
It's not easy to admit this. Especially since she's my brother's wife, and part of our family. I'm afraid it will ruin our relationship as siblings and as a couple. What if she finds out? What if they get hurt? So even though I love her so much, I try to hide it in my heart and think it's wrong.
But, whenever we were together at home or at gatherings, I couldn't help but stare at him for a long time. I also noticed that there were moments when we had a strange connection—a silent look or a smile that seemed to suggest something. Sometimes, I would accidentally touch his hand and it felt like time stood still.
I also couldn't help but doubt myself. Could it be that this was just a fleeting infatuation? Or was there really something deeper going on in my heart? I knew these feelings were dangerous, but I couldn't deny the truth.
My heart tells me that I want to get to know her better, not just as a sister-in-law, but as someone who is important to me. But I also think about the pain it could cause to the family. That's why I'm always confused and perplexed.
Sometimes, I pretend like nothing is happening, but at night, when it's quiet, I feel sadness and fear — fear that I might not be given the chance to truly love him, fear that everything I love might be destroyed because of this feeling.
I don't know how to deal with this situation. I hope you understand my story, even though it's a secret confession that I don't often say. I fell in love with my sister-in-law, a feeling filled with joy, sadness, fear, and hope.
